thanks so much guys, I just really needed to know that im not alone at the moment x

heavenly - what you said about the good and bad photos, you are so right, i will not look at photos for a few years...

I have had a cry and a re read of my older threads, and reminded myself that I am doing the right thing moving on. This single parenting is just such a hard gig!

Didnt help that XH made a comment on Facebook about how much he is gonna miss DS when we move away, feeding the guilt...b@st@rd. He had his chance, 50 times over.

I hate night times as a single mum, too lonely, you guys have made me feel loved and less alone, i really needed that tonight xxx