I am such an *****!!

[Marlene]

Lorelle has said it beautifully

I just wanted to add...now that you have had sex with him he is definitely going to think that everything is perfectly ok. It will once again come as a shock to him that it is not. It's a man thing!

[satya]

I understand where you are coming from. I've done it myself & always regret it afterwards as it just causes further issues. Make sure you are being very careful about it if it happens again or you could have a lifelong reminder of your brief reconciliation.