First thing do i reckon, is stop stressing about work. The most important thing right now is youa nd Aiden, and if you are worried about Aiden's Dad taking him then stay hom with Aiden today.
Secondly, dont think about years down the track, just think about today and tomorrow. If you think too far ahead you will just overwhelm yourself.
You and Aiden will be okay as long as you have each other, you are a loving mum, and thats all that Aiden needs right now.
I hope you are feeling better today since the sun came up. Do you have somone you can talk things thorugh with just to get things off your chest and make things seem clearer?
Just keep telling yourself, it will all work out in the finish, it always does.
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