I am sitting here bawling, missing XH like crazy remembering all the good things about us and how unfair it is that we had to give it all up.

I am asking myself whether I am expecting too much and being too hard on him lately.

All this was sparked by me coming accross some photos of us at a friends wedding late last year. We had the most wonderful trip away together, there are beautiful pics of the 3 of us dancing together, holding each other, XH was so great that weekend.....

what have i done?