ill clarify my abusive towards her a little things like when he hit me i would sometimes be holding her or fall into her, he would get angry and drive wrecklessly whilst in the car with her.

Im thinking of going ahead doing the mediation who knows he may have changed but go for supervised visits to begin with until we all gain trust back. I hate his guts but that doesnt mean DD shouldnt be allowed a relationship with him and it would give me a break but i dont want him knowing where i live so it would be me dropping her off which is a lot of fuel and time argh its so confusing aparently hes changed (but honestly how long for this time) and genuinely misses her but he wouldnt miss her if he hadnt have stuffed up so many times