i have written on here before and told my story. I am in a situation where my boyfriend of 2 years left me at 4 months pregnant, he moved to another state, this had been a plan of his forquite some time as he wanted to start his own business. The pregnancy was unplanned andso i felt i didnt have any right to try and keep him here. Since he has been over there he has contacted me every few days and is always happy to speak to me, he is also starting to show moe of an interest in the baby, but i cant help but feel that he is having his cake and eating it too, because im letting him. I am missing him so much at the moment and struggling not to ring hm, i'm trying to play the whole i dont need you card, i feel so uncertain about the future and am finding it dard to get excited about the baby when i dont know what the future holds. any advice would be appreciated as iam feeling so lost. thankyou