Where back here again..

[Butterfly Child]

Well all has been very quiet with xp for some time... he has moved away to brisbane(wont really go into that)comes and sees her once a month if that..as he lost his license aparently..
His mum was coming most every week.. which was nice for dd!

Anyway she called last week to tell me she couldnt make it then and that she would probably come next week..which is today but so far havent heard anything watsever...

What im Angry at really is that im positive i saw xp yesterday drive past me in town yesterday with a whole bunch of his mates in his car..they yelled some stuff out dont really no what they said but i was with a friend taking dd for a walk and didnt even realise he was in town..
So i thought to myself it will be interesting to see if he comes to see dd tomorow with his mum.. but no nothing havent even heard a word since last time we saw him.

just to top that of new dp hardly gets any time of he works days and nights and today was his day off but i told him i couldnt do anything as xp and his mum i thought were to be coming.. so i just feel alittle ticked off and disconnected from everything havent really had much downtime lately at all..

i know others are going to say i need to get a parenting agreement in order but i dont want to have to stir the pot with them.. arghh i no theirs not much i can really do i guess i just needed to vent and get it all out..