I called this my miracle baby for so many reasons...but mainly because I was told it died at 5.5w only to be shown a perfectly healthy baby (moving around on the screen) with a strong heartbeat at 8.5w. Everything was perfect...
Until I awoke to bright red bleeding this morning. I actually wasnt that worried. Ive seen a healthy heartbeat so the bleeding must be something else, surely.
But it wasnt. 2 separate abdominal u/s and one TVS u/s showed the baby's heart has stopped and is only measuring 9w, when I should be 10.5w. Report came back confirming 'fetal demise'.
I have a choice to have a natural m/c or D&C. I dont want either. I want my baby!!!! I cant go through this pain again after last time, but I know I have to. This time yesterday DH and I were talking about getting the spare bedroom ready for our baby. Now I cant even go in there, I have closed the door. Its just too raw right now.![]()
Diamond Girl i am sooooooo sorry! i was just reading the august thread last night to my friend, telling her your amazing story! I am so sorry sweetheart!
Rest up xoxoxoxo![]()
Last edited by Yas; January 24th, 2011 at 01:16 PM. : out of respect
Bigdahl so so sorry to hear this.
I'm so sorry to hear that DG![]()
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So sorry for your lossxo
I'm so sorry honeypm me if you want xxxx
So sorry for the loss of your precious miracle![]()
of course you just want your baby, I am SO sorry to hear your news. I am so sorry you are having to go thru this, again.
my sympathies hon, no words can cover it.
I'm so very sorry![]()
Oh no, I am so sorry this is happening to you...![]()
I am so sorry for the sad loss of your little miracle![]()
Oh gosh I'm so terribly sorry.
RIP little miracle.
Oh honeyI am so truely sorry for the loss of your precious little miracle
I wish I could take away your pain but all I can offer are lots and lots of big
be kind to yourself xxx
I'm so sorry to hear this hun, I really feel for you. Be kind to yourself. I hope you've got plenty of support. Thinking of you xo
DiamondI am so so sorry to read this, it really isn't fair.
Be kind to yourself.
xoxo
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