Oh hunni I've read your posts but don't have time to read the responses so sorry if I'm just repeating others here.
Other pregnancies are hard I won't deny it, with DD1 I was a wreck especially when I went into labour at 26 weeks I thought history was repeating itself but all turned out well. When I was pregnant with DD2 I let go a little and was able to enjoy the most part of the pregnancy,
This time around I'm a wreck again, it's a viscous cycle.
I wish you didn't have to feel the way you do, I wish there was a way to bring Hayley back and take away your pain.
It does get easier slowly as the time goes by you learn to live with it now when things remind me of Anthony 80% of the time i smile rather than break down
Huge hugs to you


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