VENT.. I feel like I'm the only 1

[Catherine]

Sharing tears can be very healing.
I wish I could hug you IRL. You are so strong.
So very strong. xox

[LionsandBears]

Great big hugs That really sucks. I understand about being happy for others and sad for yourself.

[Melbournemumma]

No words, just hugs

[~TT40~]

*biggest hugs in the world*

[tinkerbelle]

lots of hugs to you.. although i havent gone through what you have, i can sort of relate as i never thought i would have a bub and went through a couple of major depressions in the past because of it.. i guess some thoughts i have, based on my own life experiences - things can always turn around in life.. never give up hope!! i know its hard when youve gone through something really tough like you have.. but try not to live life in fear of what may or may not happen in the future. doors are never completely closed. a book that you might find uplifting is called God's plan for pregnancy by Nerida Walker.

[blessedatlast]

Thanks everyone for your replies and hugs.. I went to Bonnie babes the other night and for the 1st 20mins or so I was just sitting silently listening to the pregnant and new Mum's chat.. I found it hard.. THAT was my safe place if anything.. Now it's not..

Today, I am feeling sad and lonely.. It's not just about the babies, but about being single.. I miss XP. Funny though, I normally LOVE waking up by myself, (and even when we were together I mostly did anyway as he left for work early and I would still be in bed) but this morning I wished I woke up next to him.. I could be back with him in a second, but it's not the right thing to do just now..

Anyway, this is more for the relationship's section so sorry bout that! Lol

Tinkerbelle - Thanks for the recommendation, but I don't think that book is for me.. I don't believe in God.. I did look it up though and can definitely see how it could help someone. (I don't mean any disrespect at all)

Teirae - I have been meaning to tell you for aaaaaages, I love the quote under your name..

[~TT40~]

Teirae - I have been meaning to tell you for aaaaaages, I love the quote under your name..

thanks! its a quote from the song 'heart with no compainion' by Leonard Cohen. It's a beautiful song, and he is a god!