i am ok the TTC isnt going to well i think my af is on its way which is really disapointing but i will just keep trying but as my af's have been abit all over the place i am hoping they will settle down and get back on track so i no roughly when i am ovulating. i am glad to hear you are noticing a difference with this chinnese medicine i get ovulating pains i think i never used to but since loosing my little girl i seem to get them i get pains on either side of my stomache i call it overy ache well me and my friends do but sometime when i get it, it hurts to have sex but i have my fingers crossed for us all.
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as to the counselling i think you should only do it when you feel ready and like you say you are not ready yet and that is fine coming on this site really does help knowing that people feel the same as you and have gone through similar experiances but it will take time to grieve i think its one of the hardest things to do and i just read about you DD kissing your tummy how sweet my son used to put his ear to my tummy and after loosing her i came out of the bath and he put his head to my tummy and said that he could hear the baby i just burst into tears cos i new she wasnt there anymore he was 3 at the time but i have now explained everything to him it took me a yr to do it he new that the baby had gone but thats all i said i have now shown him the pictures of his sister and told him her name and told him why i light the pink candle all the time he was very understanding and asked a lot of questions but i felt so good about getting out as i want to be very open with him as my parents were with me my counsellor was the onw who said its amazing what kids pick up on and how much they understand as i thought he might have been to young but he is 4 now and i told him on the yr anniversary of loosing her but i do get upset that he doesnt have a brother or sister to play with i feel guilty but i just hope he will one day. sorry to ramble on i hope you dont mind.
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