Hope,
Is there any prospect of seeing an obs? Some of my most darling friends are gps but their knowledge and understanding of miscarriage and subsequent pregnancy can be quite limited. (gross generalisation of course not all...)

If you could find an obs that you can say well look here's the deal.... with then it probably would be beneficial. You need a specialist who will work with you. You need to feel in control of your care to an extent.

I really don;t think you have to worry about LPD - do you know what day you ovulate? I would definitely do the opk's and this will tell you when you ovulate and you will be all prepared when it comes time to conceive again.

I understand so well the fear of being pregnant but yet again wanting it so much. Each month I didn't conceive there was a small part of me that relaxed knowing I didn't have the pregnancy to deal with for another few weeks. It sounds bizarre to someone who hasn't been there but I really do know that feeling... :hugs:

I hope you are not too far behind me also! I need some belly buddies and I am not leaving until I take you all with me!

Thanks for your reply Michelle - 12 hour nights I remember them well! It is exhausting. Yes, the afternoon is when I feel most of my nausea waves! I really am over stressing to an extent. I am just believing and picturing that baby in my arms!!!! I am feeling excited! Now, you get to work girl I want some buddies!!!!!
How are you Debbie? LilyLou? Butterfly? Willow? Saph? Chelle?
I am thinking of you all....