Nope - different doctor (whew!!!) I have just started posting again after being MIA (or just lurking) for a while. I have been trying to get my head together and get more positive so I wouldn't have been much use to you prior to this anyway!!!
The trip to Leura would be lovely!! We spent some time up there prior to getting married, for an anniversary and then after Caitlyn's birth. The healing power of the mountains is amazing. I think it has a lot to do with being a country chick who misses the freash air and sunshine and the rejuvenating ability of the landscape and outdoors.
As for the amazing turnaround in my mood ... it has a lot to do with letting go and knowing that I have no power in this (and no control either ) It won't make it any better if I am not pregnant this cycle but it helps while I am waiting. I have been doing my own prayers and a novena which is funny as I am not Catholic, but DH has nun connections in his famiy and I love them dearly. They gave me the novena and the medallion prior to Caitlyn. I also bought new crystals (I bought a set just prior to conceiving Caitlyn) and I have Kazz's booties tucked into my pillow (rather than sitting next to Caitlyn's ashes). Hopefully something will work!!!!
So anyway, I'm back and I promise not to leave you alone in here!!!!
ETA P.S. Thanks for missing me. You girls have no idea how much your support means to me. I couldn't get through it without you. xx
Last edited by Michelle71; September 26th, 2006 at 01:22 PM.
) It won't make it any better if I am not pregnant this cycle but it helps while I am waiting. I have been doing my own prayers and a novena which is funny as I am not Catholic, but DH has nun connections in his famiy and I love them dearly. They gave me the novena and the medallion prior to Caitlyn. I also bought new crystals (I bought a set just prior to conceiving Caitlyn) and I have Kazz's booties tucked into my pillow (rather than sitting next to Caitlyn's ashes). Hopefully something will work!!!!
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