A couple of years ago I prematurely gave birth to a stillborn baby boy due to his heart not forming properly. It was an 11 hour labour and natural, drug free birth - very difficult. To this day I am still not sure how I did it.
I think I you r one brave amazing woman.... I salute to your courage!

The problem is I am so worried they are going to cancel another attempt that I am feeling quite anxious and teary.
Cry if you need to. Let that flow, girl, let it flow... you will be more anxious if you try to hold it!

I dont think I can stand hearing one more person say to me "stop trying so hard and it will happen" or "if it is meant to happen it will" etc.
When I had my MC last month, so many had sad the "wrong" thing to me. I got even more upset and nearly burst into tears everytime. Then I realise that when it comes to the matter or MC or TTC it is a topic that not many ppl can sympathise - not even my normally sympathetic girl friends.... I slowly learned to just tell myself, they just "means good" since they are lost for words and didn't know what to say but desparatly finding words to comfort me. I know, there were times I want to punch them in the face.....

I am surrounded by people at the moment who are having their 2nd, 3rd, 4th healthy pregnancies and babies and although I am totally happy for them and wouldnt wish any differently, it just reminds me how hard my journey is.
*hugs... hugs** I know... I know... there were times I cried when ever I saw a baby/ pregnant woman in the shopping centre. I didn't shop for a month!! I know I know...

I was wondering if anyone had any stories or advise they could share with me to help me through this difficult process. Many thanks.
Sorry I don't have much practical help for you... but I want you to know you are not alone here....

*more hugs more hugs*