im in the exact same position, we are planning on TTC after march, and to be honest it is scaring the crap outta me!
I waited 3 months after losing the first baby to try again, I just couldnt face the thought of going through all that again.
But then another 3 months later we got PG with J who is now 14 mths old, and all those old thoughts and fears are re surfacing at the prospect of being PG again.
But do you know what? We are women, we are strong, we can take it, as heartbreaking as it would be to go through the pain of loss again, I know in my heart that I could deal with it.
well, thats what I tell myself anyway....
hugs hun. xx