I am 42 years old now and just had my second miscarriage. After the first one, I wanted to start TTC immediately and I really believed we will have our baby. This time, I am terrified that even if I do get pregnant, the baby will die again due to some chromosomal abnormality because my eggs are just so old. I would like another baby, but I am just so terrified... And I really do not feel positive.
Are there any ladies in a similar situation? Theoretically, I should know that it IS possible to have a healthy child after a miscarriage and after 40, but maybe that was just a fluke? I cannot shake a feeling that I just got really really lucky with my daughter and it will never happen again :-(