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Good luck munchy- i will be checking!! I hope you and dh get to celebrate the end of his course and the begining of your pregnancy!!!

oxo

hey

sorry i havent been around for a few days have been flat out with the end of year stuff at school

Munchy i am so excited i truely hope you get a bfp tomorrow morning, :dance: i cant wait, i will be checking in here every couple of hours to see if you have posted yet hahaha, so how are you handleing dh not being there?? as you know my dp works away for 10days and i know it gets pretty hard being here alone but at least you have your friend there to help you and i think thats so sweet, it sounds like you have a great little support system around you and thats fantastic.

ok sweetie i will talk to you tomorrow

munchy: yeah, you're 5 hours ahead of me here across the pond (so I'm typing this and it's 2:30 am for you--you better be getting your rest!) But I'm hoping for a BFP, too.

BTW, and a little off topic...do you realize that you started this whole thread with "Just a quick question" and now it's EIGHT pages later LOL!!! Whodathunkit???

Hi girls

well i was leaving work yesterday went to the toilet and was horrified that my af arrived i was so devistated i just couldnt believe it i cried the whole way home and all i wanted was a cuddle from dh but he wasnt there when i got home there was a letter for me i opened it and it was a card with the message i put in the memorial book at the hospital for brooklyn saying that it is now in the book if i would like to go veiw it so that was it my tears just keep coming i thought bad enough that my af came and then get home for it to be rubbed in my face talk about bad timming i feel really silly by saying to people that i thought i was pregnant and now i am not i wanted to say thanks to all of you for being there supporting me just sorry that it isnt my time yet to get that BFP so i will be starting my anti depressants tommrow hoping that they will help i am just trying to look forward to xmas now.

Mummy2chloe

my dh comes home today yeh i have missed him so much he has only being away for 3 days he said he has missed us aswell it makes you appriciate one another when you have time away dont you think. i have been ok at home without him the first night was a little hard but my friend know about my anixioty and she was great helping me with it and then the other nights i was ok i have got great support from my friends and family and it is nice to have them i would be lost without them they all no how i cant stay on my own i just couldnt you are so brave to do it i have harveys school play tommorow i cant wait i will be the proud mummy with the video camera he is gonna be a shephard bless him we are also going to the theatre tonight me dh harvey my sis her kids and my dad to watch the panto so that will be fun hope you are ok and that i was woundering where you had got to over the last few days speak soon.

Tm

how funny this thread is so long now im not sure how many pages it will let me go on for but i do look forward coming on to it thanks for the support with the BFP fingers crossed for next month now.

Munchy xxx

munchy: I'm so sorry--I know how disappointed you must feel. And we don't think you're silly for thinking you were preg. You've been attuned to your body intensely for a long time now. It's okay to make a mistake--we don't hold it against you. I just hope you get some relief from your sadness because I know it's been rough.

And yeah--bad timing. A few weeks ago my health insurance company sent me a booklet through the mail about how to take care of yourself when you're pregnant (somehow in all that beaurocracy, the info about my MC must have got lost or something). Needless to say, I was ticked off, but I didn't call the company or anything--couldn't see the point.

ohhh munchy

big warm :hugs::hug::hugs::hug: to you my darling

please dont be hard on yourself and please dont feel silly honey it's ok we have all done it, and to be honest i am doing it now i am 6 days late for af so i to just like you have been thinking i am pregnant, but i done a test this morning and of course it was bfn. Its just so hard not to think anything when af is late, i mean we are trying so hard to fall pregnant and so when af doesnt come of course its the first thing we think, i mean what else could it be other then pregnancy?? ykwim???

ok lets cheer you up, so how did harveys play go last night?? i bet he would of looked sooooooo cute, just think not long to go now and its CHRISTMAS yay i cant wait to see chloes face when she opens her presents christmas day:dance:

Yay for dh coming home and to be honest it was perfect timing with what has just happend, just think you can sleep properly now cos he is home, your nice and safe in his arms where you belong. so how did he go on his tests?? really hope everything went well for him

ok now you take care

Dearest munchy- i'm so sorry dear...:hug:, i hope that you feel a bit better after a few days, have a big cry mate- let it out and when you are ready- go and view Brooklyn's Memorial page- I hope af is being kind and goes away quickly..

I hope harveys play went really well and you got to hide behind your cam corder!! Take care and be kind to yourself, its great to hear you have plenty of support- make the most of it... :grouphug:

SB xoxo

Thanks again girls for your support i feel a little better now i went to the panto ehich made me feel good being with everybody and watching harveys play was so good i videoed it all he was being cheecky in it when they were all singing really nicely you can hear harvey shouting BOO it was funny but i am sure his teacher would have told him off then i caught him and his friend pulling each others faces and laughing he is the joker of the class bless him i was still proud of him he looked so cute. well i have started mt anti depressants only being taking them 3 days so wont feel affect yet cant wait for them to kick in and make me feel better it will be so nice to feel upbeat again and hopefully my normal self but christmas is only a week away now and i am so excited i am gonna wrap all harveys presents up 2morrow at my friends house she is gonna make me dinner and then help me do it and i will leave them there till xmas eve so harvey wont see them i just cant wait to see harveys face i always feel like i havent bought him enough but it is so easy to keep buying and buying you have to stop somewhere ah. Mummy2chloe so sorry you had a BFN it is so dissapointing but if your af still hasnt arrivedf maybe you tested to early i have everything crossed for you let me know how you get on honey. i think i will veiw memorial page just after christmas i really dont no how i will feel going to see it i no its only a message but it will still be upsetting i hate going to the hospital anyway as thats where i gave birth to her i always want to cry when i go there as all the memories come flooding back anyway i had better go got work to do i wont be on hear after this week for a week as i am off work till the 2nd of jan so it will be a nice break cant wait.

Munchy xxx

munchy: glad you're feeling better. Don't you just love children's Christmas pageants? Such a hoot!

Everybody, Merry Christmas if I don't get a chance to come on this thread before the holiday (fat chance, but you never know...)

Thanks Tm

A big merry christmas to everyone as i wont be on hear now till january cos i am off work for a week so fingers crossed that santa brings us those BFP i have started a thread saying merry christmas i said in there that i thought it was a good idea if we were all were to light a candel on christmas day for our angels also Mummy2chloe has you AF arrived yet i hope not i hope you get a nice BFP for christmas well take care everyone and i will speak to you in 2008.

Munchy xxx

hey ladies

wishing you a very merry christmas, hope you all had a great day


so sorry i havent been around much, just with chrissy and stuff i have been flat out. no news to report from my end of things, af arrived very late but oh well not to worry. i hope you all have some exciting news to report back after chrissy ( like maybe bfp)

cant wait to hear from you all

take care

Hi girls, i bought my angel special xmas candles and they have been lit every night in the lead up and again tonight (they are big ones!!)

Thinking of all the angels out there...

I hope the new year brings some BFP's in here.. all the best girls

xoxoxox
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Merry Christmas right back at ya'!

Hello girls

how you all doing god i have missed this site but i have finally got a laptop yeppee just need to get set up on the net then i will be able to come on hear all the time cant wait so how was everyones christmas i had such a good xmas day harvey loved every min of it he got so much stuff very spoilt this yr but never mind i just love watching him open everything i got a yummy chocolate fountian of my hubby so i set that up for pudding and we had strawberrys and biscutes and grapes and loads of other fruites to dip in the chocolate it was yummy but felt sick as i ate to much ha ha. well my hubby had a fall out with his mother we planned to go obver boxing day to give them there present but boxing day eve i had more friends and family coming over so i said to lewis phone your mum to see what exactly is going on today like are we meant to be staying for dinner cos if so we wont be able to as we have company in the evening or we could stay if she didnt mind us eating then leaving but i no she would fond that rude so lewis was hoping that she would say oh dont worry just come over for some dinner still and then leave but no she said how out of order we were and said why does everything have to revolve around claire meaning me so lewis got angry and hung up the phone as he thought it was a persanal attack on me and he said she was out of order anyway after a few days of them not talking his dad said he should go over with some flowers to say sorry I dont think so why should we she was the one who made the comment apparently she wanted her family christmas where everyone was together and she was upset she didnt get it but the thing is we invited her over christmas day evening but the said no and also we went over christmas eve to spend with them what more do they want they get me so angry so lewis went over int he end and nothing was said about it untill he left and he said wory about the misunderstanding at christmas and she just shrugged her shoulders so there was no point in even going over there i didnt go cos i really couldnt face her sorry to ramble on again just wanted to tell someone. so how did eveyone elses christmas go did you all have a lovely time i lit my candle in memory of my baby i had it lit on dinner table and then all day in the living room i just wish she could have been there to enjoy it with us. also happy new year hope we all get our wish in 2008

Munchy xxx

munchy: Ain't families grand! (note heavy sarcasm there...) But at least you enjoyed DH and DS.

If you don't mind my asking, what precicely is Boxing Day? It's written on our calendar and my kids asked me. I told them it was the day when the servants got thier Christmas gifts and a day off. Is that true? (We don't celebrate it here)

Hi Tm

i forget how things are different depending on where you live well we celebrate christmas eve christmas day boxing day and new years eve and new years day and i actually never new what boxing day meant but i have just asked work and they said it was where poeple would give to the poor and also they would recieve boxes with things like grains and other bits of food in but this is going back 100s of years hope that helps honey i cant believe i never new what it was for how bad is that so did you have a nice christmas then?

Munchy xxx

munchy: LOL thanks for the information! I wasn't TOO far off...I guess...yeah I was.

Christmas was okay. I had to work the night before so I was pretty tired on the 25th, but it was nice and we got together with the inlaws. If there was drama, I was too drowsy to take notice!!!

Hi TM / mummy2chloe

i wasnt able to reply for ages on hear as it wouldnt let me so i can finally reply. well on the weekend i found out my sister is 4 weeks pregnant when i got off the phone to her i just burst into tears i was happy for her but at the same time thought why couldnt it be be that was pregnant and telling people the great news i was feeling extreamly jealous and it bought all the upsetting memories back for me lewis was great support i think he is starting to understand me better when it comes to emotions i explained how that the anti depressants had started to work and i was starting to feel happy about things and feel as though i had started to move forward and then its like i kick in the teeth on the same day lewis found out he failed his exam that he went away for so we were both upset and feel like nothing ever goes right for us i just dont know what to do anymore i feel better about my sister being pregnant now i cant wait to be an auntie i just hope she doesnt have a M/C like her last pregnancy as it was so upsetting to see her in the pain she was in this will be her 6th pregnancy but 3rd child so fingers crossed it goes well for her i just hope i will be birthing partner. anyway hope you are all good and mummy2chloe where are you havent heard from you in ages hope everything is ok with you honey.

Munchy xxx