I've not suffered a loss myself but have had friends start TTC after me and their bubs are here already.. I imagine it would be even harder having an EDD.. I am still surprised at the emotions that just fly out of me sometimes and how they vary in strength... I think how you are feeling is completely normal and you need to take time to acknowledge your hurt... And you're right.. People who haven't struggled to conceive have no concept of how it makes you feel.. I guess they often don't know how to approach us either... Take your time and don't let anyone tell you you shouldn't feel a certain way... Super dooper big .. Take care of yourself..