Hi Loobden,
Our stories are a bit simmilar. I was on maxillon as I had terrible morning sickness. These tablets made me feel really strange and I was still not keeping anything down so I went to the local ED. The doctor there gave me an ultrasound and the baby measured 7w6d and had a great heartbeat. The doctor told me to stop taking maxillon and gave me another tablet called zofran that many people have taken during pregnancy.
I went for my 12 week u/s yesterday and the baby only measured 8w3d and had no heartbeat. Like you I have gone the past month thinking I am pregnant (although I did have my doubts. I couldn't feel my uterus, my boobs hadn't grown and my m/s stopped at 9 weeks).

I am booked in for a D&C on Thursday. I chose not to wait it out or to have it bought on medicinally, I just want it over and done with and move on.

This baby wasn't planned but it didn't mean it wasn't loved. We will try again in the coming months, and although I feel a bit apprehensive and so so scared I just want to try this one last time. If anything happens then that will be it.

Good lick with your next pregnancy, hopfully all goes well.