Trying to Conceive after Loss or Miscarriage ~ June 08 #3

[Toccara50]

I am signed on here from my cell phone right now so I can't do any personal post I just needed to vent because I had such a bad day ... I got to work and it was baby shower invite in my mailbox which made me kinda sad and then I got home and watch a movie where a baby was being born which made me cry I want to have a baby so bad and right now I just feel like its never going to happen sorry for the sad me post but I just needed to get that out I'm going to bed now wish I could sleep in but I have to work in the am ...

[plc1805]

Oh Toccara - I know. I just know what you are going thru - it is the most exquisite agony imaginable and you just want to tear up everything in sight with ur teeth and punch a hole in the wall at how unfair the waiting is. It brings tears to my eyes remembering my own pain so clearly in my mind. No one forgets the anguish not even when ur pg. The feeling is just so raw and try as we might to bury it at times and be positive - the feeling is always ready to resurface at any time. I just have to encourage you to be hopeful that it is going to be u one day too honey - ul be such a great "mommy" just hold onto that for what it is worth. Feel what you need to feel but vent it out of ur system as much as possible!!! Hugest hugs imaginable for you sweet!

Krystielove - after giving it much thought, I am not going to go tomorrow. I am going to pm you.

Hello everyone else!!!

[joey123]

Dearest Toccara,

Do you really have to go to work? Why not spend the day in bed? Have a big sleep and find something snuggly to snuggle in with. No words can take away your pain, just know that we are all here for you. And feel free to vent at any time at all.