Oh Toccara - I know. I just know what you are going thru - it is the most exquisite agony imaginable and you just want to tear up everything in sight with ur teeth and punch a hole in the wall at how unfair the waiting is. It brings tears to my eyes remembering my own pain so clearly in my mind. No one forgets the anguish not even when ur pg. The feeling is just so raw and try as we might to bury it at times and be positive - the feeling is always ready to resurface at any time. I just have to encourage you to be hopeful that it is going to be u one day too honey - ul be such a great "mommy" just hold onto that for what it is worth. Feel what you need to feel but vent it out of ur system as much as possible!!! Hugest hugs imaginable for you sweet!

Krystielove - after giving it much thought, I am not going to go tomorrow. I am going to pm you.

Hello everyone else!!!