yep we have been dancing, but for some reason i am really relaxed about everything now. went to see lily liu last week for herbs and she was so wonderful. there were heaps of good things i got out of it but the main thing is that she is going to do all my worrying and planning for me so i don't have to anymore. she has put us on a sex schedule but its basically every second day for the fertile week (nothing special that we don't already know about) we're about halfway through now and it has been the first sort of fertile time since january that i haven't been worrying about any of it- no temping, no stressing about bd'ing etc. i feel like it won't happen this month but i sort of feel like it will happen sometime in the next few months, and until then i am just concentrating on being healthy with diet and exercise, and just being happy with DH. it is really good with us at the moment, we are sort of like lovesick teenagers again (sorry if this is waaayy too mushy!) but we are really enjoying being together and not just waiting for a baby like it was starting to be like before a bit.
anyway i have totally waffled on about myself- am just in a really good, happy head space and i have felt really inspired and positive since i saw lily last week.
am really keen for you to do another test just to see, but of course its up to you. i really hope the fs can give you some answers soon.
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