Sorry just a quick one at the moment but had to say.......

CONGRATULATIONS EASHA!!!

I have been starting to give up hope but I see you lost your angel 2 days after me and now it has happened. You have renewed my hope!

Jackjack - Good idea about changing gyn, you don't want someone who istrying to push you into something. It's one thing to be physically ready but emotionally is a whole different story. Make sure you only start TTC again when it is right for you

HannahD - Forgot to say before I was really lucky and had a wonderful GP who councelled me when my depression started again. I hope you start to feel better soon

chappas -

meh - Sorry for you loss (especially on Christmas Day). Good idea about going for councelling, I wish I had of straight after it happened. Instead it crept up on me 6 months later.