Hi Ladies,

Sorry everyone has been having a rough time of it...hope you are all feeling better today

I am freaking out right now becasue last night I got a !
Up until now I had been thinking all I want is that, and now I have it I am kinda wishing I didnt test, it sounds silly but I was suspicious that I was pg, and was wondering if I should just ignore it for a few weeks then if AF turns up I can still think it wasnt an mc just my body getting back to normal...

Anyway, sorry to sound negative about something I know we are all praying for...I am partly excited but am holding back as am sooo scared of it happening again, spesh since i didnt have normal af, am convinced its too soon.

I hope you all won't mind me lurking in here for a while...i still feel like this is part of the TTC journey, its not real unless and until I at least hear a heartbeat, and even then I'll still be worried no doubt...

Hope you all get your BFPs real soon, because everyone in here deserves it and plus then we can stress together!