Sarah sweetie I am sure that even Lucy's best jumping efforts couldn't hamper the implant of another precious bubba (I often think in the early days how much James jumped on my tummy before we knew we were pg & they both still found a little sticky spot for themselves) so you aren't out of the running yet. Big hugs to you for tomorrow, we didn't do much yesterday just lit his candle as I am trying a little not to hold on to the past too strongly (it so isn't doing myself & my relationship with DH much good) but that doesn't mean I don't often think of Alex & what could have been. If all had gone to plan I'm sure I would have had a rough & tumble pair of kids aged 4 & 2 by now but it just wasn't to be just yet.

I also have to say I think you will be fantastic when it comes to S&K's, they couldn't ask for a more understanding, sympathetic & caring person to help out others in horrible situations. I'm sure you'll do fantastically irregardless of the horror stories you have heard.


Huge hi's to everyone else who is in here. I am so sorry for not keeping more up-to-date with you all but I do read everyone's posts each & every day, I am just finding it so hard to come in here & actually post atm. Guess I really just need to get the specialist appointment out of the way first so that I know what our future holds in regards to whether or not we embark on another TTC journey or whether James is it for us. But I hope you are all well & I think it is fantastic the amount of support you all show for each other as you all travel this frustrating & disappointing path.