Bugger Tanya - I was sooo hoping you'd get a BFP - the evaporation line sounds promising though - maybe you just need to wait another day?? My fingers are crossed for you!
Well I certainly can't contain my excitement any longer - tested again this morning and got a !!!!!!!!!!!!! It was the faintest of faint lines but a lines a line, right?? I just can't believe it and have been crying all morning (happy crying, of course) -it's the most surreal experience - especially after all my symptoms. I was so sure I was pg but at the same time, I was scared out of my brain that it was just my mind and body wanting it so bad. I have to keep looking at the test to make sure the line is there!!! DH was sooo fantastic this morning too - it's just wonderful. I'm going to go get another test today though, just to make sure (as the line is REALLY faint)!! We've decided that we're just going to start telling our family and close friends too - last time we waited and then just had to tell them that we had a m/c - so we figure we may as well enjoy the excitement with them as if we have another m/c, we'll tell them anyway! At least then they'll understand why I'm going to be acting soooo crazy for the next 8 weeks!!!
I really must say a massive thank you to everyone in here - you've all helped me in ways I can not explain and I'm sooo excited about sharing this news with you (I haven't even told my Mum yet). I know some of you have been in here for a while now and I'm assuming it will be hard for you hearing that someone so new to the thread is already pg (I only just got my head around it all) but I'm praying that this will give you all some hope!! I desperately want to see ALL of you over in the PAML thread in the next month or so! I'll be sprinkling lots and lots and lots of *babydust* your way!!
Wow, I'm still in complete shock and can't get the smile off my face! It certainly opens up a whole new set of emotions though and I'm already worried about the next 8 weeks and how I'll cope. My first loss was a missed m/c, so I had no idea that it had happened. It's just so frightening but I do feel extremely different to how I felt the first time, so that has to be good!
I'm praying for a BFP from you too Tanya and to everyone that O'd over the weekend (there were so many of you) - I hope you caught that little eggie and best of luck for the dreaded tww.
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