Maddison - if anybody thought you were losers, they're just trying to console themselves, because they're not as lucky as you! What a great situation to be in!

I know some people see the life we live, and don't quite "get" it. We travel a lot (6 or so interstate trips every year, and usually an international one too) btu we actually sacrifice a bit to be able to do it. I cook cheaply, we furnish our house cheaply, I live in 2nd hand clothes

You know what expense I really resent? Condoms. AND I hate using them - I feel like such a kid! I am a grown up, in a monogamous relationship, where we madly want a child, but are forced into using them because of this situation. I fricken hate it! I hate it so much!

The codeine I took is making me feel SO woozy. Apologies for anything too random...