Hey gals - bugger all this heartache, it just doesn't go away.

Good luck with any TWW's. It's hard to resist isn't it? Even with the knowledge it might not be the news we want and our little spirits are crushed, but somehow we keep doing it.

Lets see how I go, I am at day 16, I expect the anticipation and anxiety of AF's appearance will mount as time draws closer.

I wonder if, because we want a particular outcome so much that we overthink every little symptom as confirming our hopes? Me for instance - feeling a little nauseous lately, which gives me hope, despite it being far too early..... and some cramping and feeling tired and having more saliva and being more sensitive to smells....ah but strangely no sore boobs......I am just going to have to be strong to put them out of my mind.....else I will go balmy.

Murraycod - hope you get an answer to your symptoms. Tanya & Eliselousie hopefully just too early for a test....

I have just worked 2 consecutive days, a day off tomorrow and then another 2 consecutive days. First time since mid June this year. Still not back to full duties, but that suits me. That won't happen until the new year. Means a lack of stress.

It's quite sobering to realise so much of my year this year has been spent in immediate and active grieving.

Be strong, thinking of you all.