Afternoon ladies there was a lot to read after my few days break from BB so sorry if i miss anyone.
Our wedding was beautful it was suppose to be overcast and cool on sat but it was sunny and 31 degrees everything went perfectly i even brushed up pretty good i am just so happy to have married the love of my life my hubby keeps texting me whats my beautiful wife up to ect he just loves calling me his wife the only little issue we had was as my girlie bits ( milly's problem also ) dried out and all the BDing we did i ended up with a shocking UTI and on antibiotics i was weeing razor blades and blood so we have yet to do the deed as husband and wife but we had plenty before so we can wait.

Thopes-sorry AF turned up you might get a new years eve baby.

Mathewsmum-good to see your FS has a plan for you.

Emmy-it would be nice to get a natural BFP and not have to worry about the ivf road.

SPF-i loved the comment mrs ferrals LOL and thats the way i'm thinking at the moment if i get pregnant and its ment to be then good no more TTC consuming my every thought.

Craftmummy-i have a whole nusery set up with all of abbi's things i am thinking of putting it away until we get pregnant and get the all clear at 12 weeks so i know it is hard even when we already have kids.

Well i have a bit of a winge to tell you last xmas at my family xmas party i was 8 weeks pregnant and my step cousin who is 39 almost 40 said to me why would you want another baby at your age and you should consentrate on saving your money blah blah blah well i found out yesterday that she is 35 weeks pregnant and almost 40 she would have fallen pregnant around the time we lost abbi and i'm like WTF what a biatch!!!! how dare she say that to me and now flaunt her pregnancy at 40 in my face GRRRRR!!! she is also having a boy so that make 10 boys out of 11 people around me that got pregnant after losing abbi with the exception of one sort of work friend she had her baby yesterday and i was told during her labour the placenta tore away from the uterus and she had to be rushed in for an emergency c-section the baby was without oxygen for 7 minutes so she is in intensive care and they have to wait for tests to see if she is brain damaged so sad.