hi budgi
so so sorry to hear of your loss, it is such a hard thing huh. and so crap to hear you got AF! how good would a BFP have been on christmas day! I was so excited!! all comes crashing down so quickly though doesnt it! when my AF arrived last Saturday, it was the same day I was meeting up with my pregnant friend (who is 2 weeks behind what i should have been) i was such a mess, thank god it was outside and i was wearing big sunnies! I was a secret mess underneath my glasses!!!
I hope my story gave you some comfort, although its sad that so many of us have been thru this, its comforting to think that we are not alone! i have been finding it hard also to know who to talk to about this, my friends are beautiful but they cant possibly understand, nor do i expect them too! they just assume that because it was 3 months ago, that I am fine! So not the case, im still stuck back in September, lying on that ultrasound table, seeing my beautiful baby on that screen with my beautiful husbands hand in mine - hearing those lethal words - "im sorry, this doesnt look good... your baby is too small and there is no heart beat"
i had been seeing a acupuncturist in Ferntree Gully, Dr Wood(i live in sth east subs) he wasnt treating me for infertility but he was treating me for anxiety, stress, not sleeping etc and it was fabulous. my dad was diagnosed with cancer and I was having a hard time with it and this treatment really helped and i strongly believe it helped me get pregnant! i am calling him tomorrow to start seeing him again, he is brilliant!
what area do you live in budgi???
xx
Last edited by T-hopes; December 21st, 2009 at 07:23 PM.
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