Why? Why is it that so many people have to experience this pain and loss? It just isn't fair. All I want is a baby to hold, just one. I used to think 4 would be great, but nine years on I just want one to bring home and love. I don't want to be strong, I just want to be pregnant again and have the baby I longed for so much and have lost. Sometimes I feel like it is almost worse than never having being able to conceive at all, this pain just won;t go.


Ric - no need to say sorry