Hi everyone,

Toccara - Nice to hear from you, sorry you are depressed Hope things start to look up for you soon.

Jen - You musn't be the only lousy cook You would think my days in the deli would come in handy Sorry you didn't get the answers you crave, I know how you feel about needing them. Keep persisting with the Dr's and don't take no for an answer. You know your body better than anybody and if you believe something is wrong then it most likely is. I had this feeling for the last 15 months that something was wrong with me (caused by the m/c) and that's why we were having trouble. But I kept it to myself and didn't insist on any tests and waited 12 months to see a specialist - it doesn't matter now but when I think back to the time we have wasted it makes me mad!

Smi - Hope you feel better soon.

Shortcake and Jen - AF has arrived for me too (yesterday) and should be leaving soon so I might be cycle buddies with you! Let's hope it is our month so we can start this new thread with lots of BFP's!

Chappas - I know you were probably looking forward to a scan and it's a shame you have to wait longer but on the up side at least you know everything must be going well

Fifi - Hope your eyes feel better soon.

Big hi to HannahD, Issy, Indy, WTH, AJC, plc, babymiracles, possums, tam, princess, rachel (where are you?), megsmum, mannie, Theresa, naenae, karenvan, erybery, jackjack, samandpoppy and everyone else I may have missed (hope I mentioned everyone!).

Thanks again for all your get well wishes. I am feeling better everyday. I am still quite sore and tender but that is to be expected. Had a good nights sleep last night so that has helped. Well AF arrived yesterday (I was told I would also have some bleeding for a few days after the op but this is definitely AF). And guess what, for the first time in my life I have hardly had any pain with it. A little bit of cramping and back pain but that is it. Hopefully removing the endo helped. I guess I will really find out next month as this month is a little hard to tell since I am on pretty strong painkillers. Although I am hoping AF will stay away for the next 9 months or so!

Had quite a bit of bleeding (sorry if TMI). Since the m/c I only really had AF for 1-2 days and it wasn't overly heavy so maybe my cycles are finally getting back to normal. I am glad AF arrived though as at least now I know I will be able to start TTC again this month. I thought the op might interfere with my cycle.

Looking forward to the future but a little scared as well. Now I have the answers I have craved and know that there is nothing to really prevent us from getting pregnant I am feeling the pressure (IYKWIM?) DH and I have told ourselves it is just like starting all over again and we don't expect anything to happen straightaway, we told ourselves 6 months when we first started trying so we are thinking the same again.

Anyway sorry to be negative, I am still really happy and know I am so lucky to have some answers as I know so many of you are still looking for them. I you all get the answers you so desperately crave so you can hold your forever babies soon (hopefully by Christmas).