Trying to Conceive After Miscarriage or Loss Jan 2010

[T-hopes]

hey lovies!
wow, did i miss a lot while i was away or what!! i have been catching up for an hour i swear!!
murraycod - so thrilled that everything went well for you on friday! it has made my day to hear that everything is looking good for you guys! sticky vibes for little Harvey!!! and yes we are very lucky to find an ob that is caring and compassionate!! they seem to be few and far between around here! and my lining - yeah i thought it sounded think too!!! i dont know much about it but is it good to be that thick???? not sure what to think!
spf - Yes we just booked a pre-preg appt, he said he does them a lot, especially after ppl have experienced a loss... it was great, really put my mind at ease with lots things! I had complications after my D&C as my uterus closed up and I had no bleeding and I hell of a lot of pain, ended up back in hosp and they had to open my uterus with surgical tools (yep ouch alright!) and with a nasty infection, apparently its very rare for that to happen so thats why he did and u/s to make sure there were no problems and fortunatly is all looked good!! and i am with you on that song - DH and I hold it very close to our hearts too! it came out around the time we lost and it still crushes us everytime we hear it! I remember sitting in the waiting room at the hospital, waiting to go in for my D&C and it came on the tv, we sobbed uncontrollably... i feel my heart break all over again everytime i hear it... especially the line - "I ache I ache I ache inside", thinking of getting that line tattooed on me...
when we lost our angel I went and got a tiny footprint tattooed on my wrist, this way she will always be in my arms..and I got a few of the lines of my fave poem 'Footprints' tattooed on my foot '...when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you' made me feel really good... a little piece of her (we think of our baby as a girl) with me always...
matthews mum - my fingers are crossed for you... praying that its a BFP for you this time round!!!
ric, emmy, crafty - October bubba sounds great!! DH and I say the same thing every month too!!! lol every month has such a nice ring to it huh!!!
crafty - hope you enjoy those glasses of wine, you certainly deserve them!!! xx
sunbeam - thinking of you, my sisters hubby had a quarter of that amount of sperm... they now have 4 beautiful little ones but with the help of IVF!! stay positive!
ciara - has AF arrived yet?? when is she due??? sorry, bit behind on all my posts!!!
dory - how you doing gorgeous??? hope you and bubs are feeling good!! xx
Sorry if i missed anything or anyone... im too far behind! I wont let it happen again!
AFM - we tested again this morning - and BFN... AF is due tomorrow but really dont have any signs of her showing up yet, i usually get very period like pains the day b4 but nothing... I am having sharp pains on my left side quite often, they feel very familiar and lots of white CM! Am i pregnant and I ov'ed later that I thought, (it would explain the EWCM on CD22) and its too early for the test to show or am I setting myself up for another big fall???.... hmmm.... Its gunna crush me!!! pre-warning - i think i am gunna be a humongous mess if she arrives at my door!!! So is DH!
xx