Hi Ladies,

I so hate to just post negative stuff but I don't know who else to turn to. I started back at work today and only made it 3 hours before I was in tears and had to cancel the rest of my day. I just feel so mixed and muddled in my thoughts. I have started back on the injections and should probably be ready for another IUI on the 18th or 19th. I feel like I should be happy that we are able to try again so soon but I just feel that even if I get a BPF I won't be happy, I feel I'm at the point where I just can't expect any pregnancy to last. I think if I were younger I'd give myself some time off but at 38 I don't think I can afford to do that. I hate being negative it's not in my nature but at the same time it feels like I'm just being realistic to almost expect a pregnancy not to last. I know I won't feel confident until I'm 20-25 weeks at least but I don't want a baby to be picking up on this negative vibe either. What do I do?????????