Hey gals - I reckon I need to take a day off work every week to keep up. Welcome o the new gals - kitfaerie and sparkes. I am sorry for the loss of your precious little ones, but there are some truly amazing women in here. Sparkles, I am yet to read your story, but I have no doubt it will have me in tears. Thankyou for providing the link and sharing it.

It seems a few of us are doing it tough. I didn't realise there were so many EDD's in January 2010. Mine, for the twins is tomorrow 20th Jan. DH and I bought some trees today to plant - 4 - pretty symbolic for us, but we didn't really plan it that way.

Mo4 - are you still having those symptoms? Are you feeling any better.

Ric - good news about going to a specialist, Hopefully some answers will turn up.

Murraycod - Be brave my friend. So you such a beautiful woman and you have such strength. I know you can do it, one moment at a time. I can't imagine how tough this journey is right now for you. I wish I could make it better. You, Dh and eby Harvey are in my prayers.

Mathew's Mum - sorry about your bfn...... big hugs!

T-hopes - That is so cool - the very special tattooes. I had thought of doing that, but then events have overtaken me, and its not really for me now. But it gives me such a great sense of peace that you have done it as such a long standing and personal memorial to your angel.

Emmy83 - Thoughts for you for you EDD yesterday. I know its tough, and I know you have a lot of hard dates emotionally coming up. Dig deep sis - you can get through this.

Crafty9 - can't beleive on top of a gastro bug you get the mother of all AF's.

Ciara.e - hey motivator ! have you been doing my exercise for me? I am actually starting to feel less fatigued. Whilst it scares me no end that it could be heralding something I don't want to face, I am also thinking of going for a swim today, and that is pretty exciting. Swimming is an activity that has been approved by the ob. will let you know, but am almost high with anticipation of diving into the water and feeling it envelope me and then just to swim my cares away.... ahhhh

TCCALC - hope the wait is not doing your head in too much, but I understand if it is.

Sunbeam - I am glad you found some kindred spirits that have given you some hope.

Snuuglybean - welcome back, sorry it hasn't been that easy for you.

Twin Sis - thankyou! How are you doing?

Smallfryplus - hiya.

Eliselouise85 - hiya and thankyou.

TinaR - thankyou, I hope you are doing ok are you in another thread that we could chat in?

AFM - one day and sometimes one moment at a time. Although I got pretty excited when I almost puked yesterday......who was it that was saying they puked up their breakfast a while ago? Take care my blossoms and thankyou for your support and kind words.