clockley and Kristy to this thread but so sorry for your losses and hoping you will both get a BFP very soon. m/c is so devastating and to have that all happen over christmas must have been especially difficult. Feel free to vent, grieve, yell, scream, cry and whatever else you need to do on this thread. You are among women who understand and are very supportive.

Issy - congratulations on getting to 12 week mark and for hearing the baby's heartbeat - how exciting and wonderful for you. Wishing your second and third trimester are enjoyable, and stress free.

hannahS - it sounds promising. you get your BFP this cycle

Meh - hope you are okay

HannahD: I am so sorry AF showed up. It will happen for you sweetie - I can just feel it. Hang in there. I understand your frustration though - the whole TTC is such an emotional rollercoaster and can be so devastating each time AF shows up. How are you surviving the heat - I am soooo over it now!

Theresa: sorry you not feeling well. Take care honey

Mannie: not cooled down here much in adelaide - 6 days of over 40 - today is forcast for 39 - and no relief in sight until the weekend I think. Hope the weather up your way is not too bad. Nice to see you back in the post.

Jen: this is the cycle for you and we can be 'fishy' belly buddies

Ruthie: Yahoo for AF arriving at last. Praying for no more delays in seeing FS so you can have a happy healthy baby in your arms soon

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AFM: Had a blood test this morning to make sure all on track (to try and calm my nerves). Fortunately everything is as it should be and hcg is 4200. I estimated it should be 3000 based on on test last monday so very happy with that. I had a bad morning yesterday stressing about misscarrying again so hopefully todays test will reassure me for a day or two. Back for another next monday. Hanging out for scan which I think will be in two and a half weeks.