Good Morning Ladies,

Michelle - I'm so sorry about the BFN, but it aint over just yet my lovey! Until you have AF you're still in there with a chance! LOL at Caitlyn being your child because she's picky! See! She is just choosing the best that there is! Can you ask her though, if she can find a child that sleeps through the night from birth can it be sent my way please?

Lisa - Sorry to hear that AF has paid you an unwelcome visit. Grrrr. It's just not fair! I was holding very high hopes for you this month! I hope that you're not overly disappointed, there is always next month. Next month would bring you an April baby & that's when the weather has cooled down so lets hope!!

Naomi - Well done for telling your man what's been going on. It's tomorrow that you have your dildo cam surprise isn't it? I'm sorry, we must look on the funny side of it to get through it. I'm thinking your Dr is certain that you're not pg because I doubt he'd order an internal u/s if you were? I'm still not sure on his logic about not telling you the hcg though?

Nola - I can't believe how quick your ticker is zooming on by! You'll be nursing a little bundle in your arms quicker than you can say 'I'll have the epidural thanks'. Are you going to find out the sex of the lovely Treacle? I bet you're starting to get a little tum-tum! How cool is that!!!

Shan - I have had shooting pains in my bb's too, so maybe, just maybe this is your month too!!! Where are you in your cycle?

Sarah - Thanks for the congratulations. How much longer until I can say the same to you???

Me - Well, yes, unfortunately I"m not going to know any hcg levels until Friday! Bummer. But you can't rush these things I guess. I'm quite a bit nervous, especially after watching the show on SBS last night. Hands up who bawled when the bubba was born at the end? ME ME ME!!! I'm feeling so blergh today. I get some dizzy moments too, so I'm taking them all as good signs. I just had a panic attack though that I was having twins. My dad thought Jessica was going to be a twin, so I'm hoping like crazy that this one isn't a twin! LOL. My mum has taken Jess & my niece out for the day. One of the first times I've been happy to wave Jessica goodbye! I'm just feeling so yuck. I was going to go out shopping for the day, but I just can't muster it. I want to curl up on my bed and die. My insides feel like they're on the spin=cycle of the washing machine and I just want to switch it off. Me very nasty to DH. He is desperate for bding and I'm just too yuck to do it. So I told him the dr told me yesterday that because of the m/c, no bding til 16w! He believes me too. My gf was told no bding til 16w so I"m not entirely lying. I think I'm going to go run myself a spa and have a nice cup of tea. I'm so happy to feel so sick but so not impressed at the same time.

Love jayne