Hannah-=- reading ur post brought me back to our last ultrasound. I had a bit of a cry and feel almost embarrassed about that.. Im not very good at knowing what to say.. and I feel almost unworthy to be crying at someone elses loss just as it feels its not my right too? not sure if that makes any sense..

In a way one of the things that hurts most for me as weird as it sounds is not knowing what sex our baby was.. As soon as ur pregnant (especially when youve been trying over a year..) you feel so in love with your baby and it just feels distancing to me that I dont know wheather i lost my little boy or girl.. We had names picked out and i just wish i could give bubs a sure one.. we ended up calling our baby Cub (a nickname as our name is wolfe) but it still hurts never knowing whether we were having a milo or a mika..

Anyway im ranting,, im very sorry to hear, and hearing the strong heartbeat before hand would have been especially hard *hugs*

Sunny -=- congrats!!!!!!!!!! that is very good news.. Personally i dont feel anything bad for people in here who finally get a BFP, it does give me hope, and its to someone who really deserves it... Fingers crossed you get through the 3 month wait without too much stress, and get a healthy bub in ur arms at the end of it all

Coco -=- have you got ur AF visit yet? Its exciting to hear that this month will be a higher chance for you than b4.. GOOD LUCK, im sending you concentrated hope energy!!! *puts fingers to temples*

Tanya-=- Ohhh i soo wanna bulk buy testing things.. but i just know ill waste them all and end up doing 30 a day just because i obsess over my will of being pregnant and try to make it happen with my mind! (im a little spiritually crazy, but u will all get used to that) Im sorry for ur BFN ... im kinda in the same boat this month

AFM-=- well last night i did my monthly BFN.. wasnt as surprising to me as i already kinda knew AF was comeing.. someone outta tell her shes outstaying her welcome eh. Stupid cow invites herself over every month!

As for when i do get pregnant.. I can just see myself chewing my nails so far down i dnt have fingers left and pacing up and down the halls of our house until i hit 3 months.. hell until ive birthed bubs. So Im thinking i will stick around even if that does happen soon.. That and im likeing everyone in here and enjoying the virtual company

Well this month has marked one and a half years since we started trying.. Sigh.. soldier on i guess eh? Ur all so strong and do this so well ..i feel like such a whinger lol

Well love to hear from u all sorry if iv missed anyone but im sure ill get to know the haps a bit better as i keep jumping on here each day..

Now back to missing my son and hubby (there at kindy and work today and im all alone with my cramps)

TTYL girls

Kyra