hi everyone

i have been lurking around and reading what is going on everyday. to be honest i really don't feel like i fit anywhere at the moment. 4 wks 3 days pg. anyway, a few things i want to say.....

hannahs86 - so sorry you are back here. this is my 2nd pg - had 1st m/c in april and far out, it is doing my head in. always in the back of your mind. i feel that once you have m/c once it plays with your emotions. i keep thinking to myself 'it just wouldn't happen to me twice' and bang, i get on there today and read about you. fresh in my face. i know there are so many wonderful girls on here that have had more than 1. it blows my mind. the support of here will get your through and you will have your baby in your arms one day. stay strong.

sunny09 - big congrats. so happy for you. go and see your doc. doc has told me now swimming, no baths/spas, no hot showers, stick to walking for excercise (i tend to go full on with my excercise) and just cruze. easier said than done. be happy for your BFP. i too don't want to leave here either. sending you lots of sticky vibes!

anila & tanya - the tww is never fun. i hope you get your bfp's very soon. all i did towards the end of mine was eat eat eat. not good.

ferrals - that is great news for you.

afm - trying to keep occupied and not worry. i have my first scan in 21 days. looking forward to that. i just have to have faith that one day i will hold me own little baby, it will be mine to comfort when its crying, mine to take to the park, mine to love love love. you here people compaining of having to get up in the middle of the night to their crying baby and i think that would be a dream come true!

i hope you are all going ok out there. this road is long and tough. without you all it would be sooo much harder.