Salt - yay! I thought you were feeling a bit down about your last cycle and that was why you were feeling down. We are all here for you to vent away if you are ever feeling down about things, so don't be a stranger! You don't have to post about TTC, it can be about anything! It sounds like you did have a v early chem pg, which is what I had a couple of cycles ago. It really got me down too, but it is v common, not that that makes it any easier. I hope you are doing ok. It sounds like you do have EWCM, so maybe you are going to O earlier this cycle! That would be great! I usually get up to a week of EWCM before O, so maybe you are just getting more and will then O at the usual time? Either way, it is sounding good!

BekZ - thanks for popping in. I am thinking maybe I will get the monitoring done. It totally terrifies me waiting for the results, but at least if they are ok I will have some reassurance, at least for a day or so!

Nexttime - welcome and sorry to hear of your loss. It can be hard getting AF for the first time, but it also means that it is time to move on and try again! It is a really hard road to travel down, but we are all here for you whenever you need to talk.