Salt - good to have you back again. I reckon you may have O'ed a couple of days ago looking at your temps. It will be interesting to see what tomorrow's does. That would be so great if you O'ed that early - yay! I really hope so. I don't know what to do about the OB. I am just too scared to book. I may today if the results are good, but I'm not sure. I did have to phone my health fund the other day to check which OBs are fully covered incase the one I want isn't available. It feels so scary to acknowledge I am pg, and I kept saying to the woman on the ph 'If I make it that far.' I can't help it - she must have thought I was so negative. I hope you feel better soon.
megsmum - good luck! I hope the BT results are good.
timnik - sorry things are so annoying atm. I would hate that many people around my house, what a pain! Clomid can make you more irritable too, so that's probably not helping. The girls have done a good job answering your Q re temping. Just check out FF - it's really good and has heaps of FAQs for help. I knew nothing before I started it!
Satya - I'm glad you are feeling a bit calmer now. It sounds like you will have a lovely weekend away. Enjoy yourselves!!
Lee - how are you feeling?
kiwigirl - it's good that AF hasn't arrived yet. Good luck!
mouse - it sounds good to me!
Claire - I've been really emotional too, always thinking this one will end like the others did. It's really hard. My goals are much shorter too. I can't even think of actually having a baby at the end of this! Just getting through today occupies my mind enough.
Hi to everyone I have missed.
Well, the symptoms have kicked in. I am constantly nauseous, last night was awful, and so so tired I nearly fell asleep at work yesterday. I just wish the symptoms would reassure me that all is going well but they don't. With my m/cs, it took some time after each one ended before the symptoms finally went, so I am not feeling reassured at all. I went and got the BT done this morning, so need to wait til around 2.30pm for the results. I am not feeling too nervous yet, because I am too sick to be nervous, but I reckon the anxiety will start to build up soon. I did another HPT last night and got a nice dark line straight away again. With my second m/c I didn't actually m/c until 5w3d, but at 5w I received confirmation that my levels had dropped and it was just a matter of time. I only got the follow up BT that time because an HPT I did the day before came up almost negative, so I was sure something was up. Therefore really this pg has already made it further than the last one!! Yay!! That was my first milestone. Obviously the next is to get a heartbeat and then to make it past the date of my first m/c. Oh, such a long hard road, but I guess we have to do it. The lady who took my blood today (they know me now, I am there so often), said congrats, and I told her that my history is not good and I m/c, and she said she has had many many m/cs too but now has 2 kids and to keep trying as it is all worth it. That helped me so much this morning - maybe that's why I am not as nervous as usual yet, she gave me hope that even if this one doesn't work out, if we keep trying, then one day it will.
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