I'm back
And DH and i made up today twice (lol) even though it is most likely to late but you never know anyway it made me feel better i explained to DH that i feel like if i get pregnant it will help ease the pain and every month feels like i'm getting older and it will be harder to fall pregnant he said just be patient but when i go to work and i am surrounded by pregnant co-workers it just reminds me of what i have lost i just want somthing positive to look forward to.
Sunbeam-thanks i feel like i am on auto pilot sometimes i have to put on a face and act like i am fine i have to be ok for my family and my boys need there mum but inside i just want to to scream at people and tell them i'm not ok i don't want to move on i want my daughter back but i just keep going by keeping myself busy the stress of these genetic test's is driving me insane i just dont know what to do i want my life back to the way it was but i know that is impossible now.
I'm sorry if i'm going on and on anyway sorry that you diddn't get your BFP yet but it might be a bit early hang in there
Smallfry-i'm sorry you diddn't get your BFP this monthbut as i said to sunbeam maybe a bit early thanks for thinking of me for wed i'm scared to death of what they are going to say
TinaR-40 hpt cool i hope you wont need them all if you dont mind me asking where did you order them from.
Janie-welcome to our little thread
Zacsmum-thank's i think my DH is just tired he doe's 12 hr shift's but he thinks we have all the time in the world i tell him when i'm fertile and the egg can only be fertilised for eprox 12 hrs so we need to bd for those day's if we want to increase our chances cause it's not just about us getting pregnant we lost our daughter due to genetic abnormalities and we are in the process of finding out if it will happen again so each pregnancy we will have to have extensive testing at 10 -12 weeks and if that baby is affected we will have to terminate and try again so that's why my clock is ticking but i'm crossing my fingers we get some good news on wed
Km1-i'm glad the bleeding is settling down for you after a m/c it can take a while until your cycle goe's back to normal
Anila-I hope those pains are implantation pains
well i suppose im in the tww now this is the bit i hate
Last edited by ferrals5; June 8th, 2009 at 07:05 PM.
but as i said to sunbeam maybe a bit early thanks for thinking of me for wed i'm scared to death of what they are going to say
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