I have been off this site for a long time coping with my loss last year and I have been lurking - usually crying or laughing along with everyone but too fragile to write. After reading your post Cherished I caved.
Cherished - I am so very sorry and I am sending you love and strength at 1.30 - I understand wanting to know everything you can and trying to make sense of it all.

I hope you have wonderful, loving people around you.

Delly