hi dellydoo, im so very sorry for ur loss, the ladies here as you can see are all very wonderful and i have said it before they are a great comfort and support.

Sunbeam, i hope af isnt on the way, but if it is for both of us then we can do the tww again next month and get our bfps!

Anila - Thank you for writing about collecting your baby from the toilet. I did the same thing but havent wanted to tell anyone as i thought people would think it was yucky. I couldnt just flush it away when i knew it was there. Thank you for being so honest.
I know it doesnt sound like the most pleasent thing to do, but i just couldnt flush my baby away with out saying goodbye, i never got to hold my first angel baby, i was 11 weeks, and i was on a coach comming back from what should have been a relaxing time away, i had to pass my baby in the coach toilet, flush it away like it was trash then walk back to my seat like nothing had happened, i remember getting off the bus, and my mum looked at me and said u are so white is everything ok, i just broke down.
This time i had to hold it, iykwim, i know it wasnt a fully formed baby, and hubby was standing next to me saying no, but i just had too. It help me deal with it a little better.

Cherished, i know i keep saying it, but i am thinking positive thoughts for u.