there was no need to get another blood test anyway my HCG at 6w 2 days was 650... at 4 weeks 3 days it was 840 so it had dropped heaps already... Didn't need to get it done to compare with anything anyway.

I am so depressed Sunny.... The sun did rise but it's still a crap day we got a referral to get dh's swimmers tested other than that I would need to see a specialist for any other tests I also got a referral to get another ultrasound done after the next af just to make sure it's all back to normal.

Sorry for no persies I am just not up to it.... All I can think about is that I am depressed and everything is so unfair!!!!

I don't even want to try again... after the March mc all I wanted was to be pregnant again now I just want to curl up and never move again..... I feel like I mustn't deserve to have a baby so I may aswell not want one....