SP - what a horrible dream! You poor thing. I too always wanted to be pg over winter, and I certainly didn't want a baby around xmas/NY, but that really is my last concern atm! I am doing alright - been a bit teary last night and today for some reason - I had been doing so well lately and then I seem to go backwards again. I just don't see how it can work out, ie - I don't see how I can get pg and actually have a live baby after 9 mths, my head just has trouble accepting that this could actually happen, it just expects it to die again.

BekZ - I hope you are doing ok today. It is always hard to think of where you would be had things not turned out the way they did. Thinking of you...