Hi all.

Sacha - so sorry to see you here and for your loss. Please know that your feelings are completely normal - I too am terrifed to be pg after two consecutive losses, but at the same time I want to be pg as I want a baby so very badly. It's not fun at all, but it gets easier. Hopefully we can all help you.

megsmum - glad to hear you sounding more positive this month! Maybe it's a sign that this will be the month for you!!

Herbie - sorry to hear that you are over it right now. I know exactly how you feel - it just shouldn't be this hard should it?! I always try to look at all the positives of not being pg, like being able to drink and eat what you like, and having more money to play with, etc, but some days it just really doesn't work and make you feel any better. I hope you have a better day tomorrow!

jen- yay on your coverline! I thought it was on its way. Fingers crossed!

Lee - sorry to hear about AF, but yay on getting married in 2 weeks! How exciting! And yes, just think how great a honeymoon baby would be!

sharon - good on you for not testing yet! So much willpower! I'm glad you had a good mothers day.

kerry - good to hear you sounding a little better.

Hi to everyone I have missed.

Me: I am now on CD6 and today is my last clomid tablet. I really haven't had too many side effects, or not that I have noticed anyway. I have had a couple of shocking headaches, but I get them sometimes, so it may be totally unrelated, and I have felt a bit nauseous, but have just ignored it. My mood hasn't been afftected thank goodness, so I have no awful embarrassing stories to tell, and DH has been spared. My next BT is Thurs, although I would not expect much to be happening by then as I will only be on CD9. I am quite positive that this will work for us, if not this month, then hopefully another, but at the same time am still struggling a lot. I can't see myself having a baby - I see it as something other people get, but not me. Sometimes I can't see my future as I am so unsure about what it may hold. If I could peak 5 years into the future and know that it all works out, I could keep going on this journey, but some days I just don't know if it is worth it or not? It is not like my problem is conceiving and that once we are over that hurdle, we are fine, it's that my babies just don't stick and there is not much medicine can do for that. Sorry, vent over!