Sharon - woohoo on the faint BFP! I know exactly how you are feeling - it's so scary worrying that it could turn out to be a chemical pg or could miscarry again or could not actually be a positive at all. My brain goes through the same process, but just remember that it could also be the sticky baby you have been waiting for! In fact, it is more likely to be a sticky baby than anything else!!! I am glad that you are feeling excited!!
Salt & Bekz - happy birthday for yesterday! I hope you both had a great day. Salt - hope you are feeling better today, it's not good at all being sick on your birthday. I hope you O soon - I hate that wait, esp when O usually happens late. Sorry your mothers day wasn't that great - I guess it really rubs it in. I tried not to think about it at all on mothers day and was too busy anyway cooking for my family, but it would have been hard if I had had to see my BIL and SIL and their new bub. Luckily I managed to escape that.
Lee - sorry AF is being so bad to you. Hopefully she will leave soon!
Satya - sorry about AF arriving early. Let us know how your dr appointment goes - hopefully they will have some answers for you and sort out whatever is happening and get you a healthy bub asap!!
jen - you could just be having an implantation bleed. I have never had one so don't know exactly what it would be like, but it certainly sounds as if that could be it, and it would be about the right time. It is not over yet!!!
Deb - thanks for your kind words. I have an issue with seeing pg women and babies these days - it makes me sad! My brain tells me 'That will never be you', so I usually avoid those images! Maybe I should try to re-wire my brain or something and try to see those images as something positive. I am really trying to get a more positive attitude, and some days it works, and some days it doesn't. It is just so frustrating that the women who are being treated have a diagnosed condition to treat and fix the problem. As my specialist hasn't found anything, he won't treat me with anything to fix it, so I just feel so helpless. I know the chances of it working out next time are good, but my brain just can't seem to process that information! And I really, really don't want to end up in the recurrent m/c category, but I am so close already that I am terrified of losing another one. I am so glad things are going well for you this time, and hope to hear of a happy and healthy nine months for you!!
Lee - your AF sounds awful - you poor thing. Thanks for the hugs - sending them right back at you.
Sharon - that's sounding good - afterall I faint line is still a line - here's hoping it gets darker next time you test.
Heybacko - well done on Oing.
Just back from the gp and I'm a mess. She's referred me on to the reproductive biology unit at Monash at Nottinghill. Apart from the fact that we've been trying for a year & because of my age I don't really understand why. I can barely stop crying.
I was so ill prepared for getting my AF this time that I don't even have tampons or proper pads in the house - not one single one. How stupid is that. I'm making do with some pretty serious liners until I can stop crying enough to get to the shops.
She told me that I had Od but not very well. My progesterone level was at 32 and the notes on the results say that a result of 20 means that there is normal corpus luteum function so I just don't understand why 32 is not high enough. I only realised this after I left the surgery otherwise I would have asked.
She also said my estrogen level is too high. It was 543 & it's noted that it is high but I don't get why it is considered high when the normal range is up to 1134 in the luteal phase. I just don't get it.
The thought of going to a FS again is really scary. I hated it last time and I was in a much better state of mind then than I am now.
My DF is dragging me out of the house in the hope of cheering me up now, I don't think it's going to work.
HI guys,
Thanks for all the kind words & hugs.
Satya-big :hugs: to you
Lee-I amhearing you on the heavy stuff. My AF has never been so heavy until I have my m/c, it is horrible I know. Do you have cramping as well?
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