Morning lovelies,

Bekz - thanks for the babydust! How are you going?

Satya - sorry to hear the latest news about your mother. I hope these new drugs produce some good results. I have also recently read about drinking more to increase CM, so am trying to do that as well. I hadn't heard about pineapple juice before - maybe I will give that a go! I have heard a lot of people saying to be careful with aspirin if it's not prescribed by a dr, as it can cause complications such as excessive bleeding in the event of a m/c. That said, I can understand you wanting to take it to help your chances - I have been tempted too on hearing of it helping others who have m/ced before.

mummyto1 - thanks. Hopefully this will work for us this month. I am definitely feeling a little tender, and I have been told I am about to O, so something is happening in there! It's nothing too bad, actually, overall I have found clomid fine. It would be so great to be able to join you soon!

jen - did you test again today? Those symptoms and the fact that you have had a few BFPs sounds great to me! Let us know how you are going.

Heidi - welcome, and sorry to hear of your loss. I think it's normal to feel a little strange after a m/c, and also it can take a while for the HCG to leave your system, so you may continue to feel pg symptoms for a while after a m/c. I hated that - I still had all the symptoms of pregnancy for ages after my first m/c, and it felt like a cruel reminder of what I had lost. I hope you feel better soon and that we can help you. Just feel free to vent away and say whatever you like here - we all understand what you are going through and would love to help you

Salt - I think your last LP was out because of the m/c and the clot, so I would expect it to go back to normal now. Only 6 days til testing - that is soooo close! Wow! I so hope this is it for you. I have definitely heard of people getting symptoms this early, so you never know - it may not all be in your head!

Well, I had a very early start this morning, I left home at 6.30am (and I am NOT a morning person), to get to the clinic by 7am, then had a BT and had to wait 45 mins for my scan. I have one follicle that is fully grown and ready to pop! Apparently I should O in the next couple of days, which means DH is going to be busy! I had wanted to BD last night, but was tired and DH was home late, so hopefully we will be able to tonight and tomorrow night before I O. We last BDed on Sunday, so that was too long ago. Hold out little follicle until I can seduce DH!!! I was v late for work after waiting so long (and I am getting so sick of it...), and I am really tired. I may say I am sick and leave early today. I had a minor meltdown last night when thinking about my EDD (while watching a tape of Grey's from Sunday night that was about Addison's EDD of a baby she aborted - I can't believe I managed to watch that ep on my EDD!), but overall it was one of my better days. I nearly started bawling when having my BT this morning as I started thinking about it all, but I managed to get through it. I also got annoyed at one of the nurses at my clinic. She was v nice, but when she asked how I was going and I said I was getting a bit sick of this, she said I am just at the beginning! I know that would be correct if I was at the clinic for infertility, but I am not, I am there to help me not m/c, and I have been through a very rough road with 2 m/cs in the last few months, so for me, this journey has already been a long and tough one. I know it is only my first cycle of clomid, and for many women this would be the beginning of their journey, but my situation is different. I don't know why it annoys me so much, but I am always getting annoyed with them for saying things that clearly indicate they have no idea of my situation. My situation is different from most of their patients, and they have my file in front of them, so I just wish they wouldn't treat me like that. I have never said anything to them, but it frustrates me. I know it shouldn't, but it just does.