Thanks sunbeam & ferrals I really needed confirmation that it's ok for me to be here... It's so weird because obviously after being in this thread you don't feel 'too' confident until you get through the 1st trimester... There almost needs to be a thread for the 1st trimester after loss iykwim... It's nto fair to have a big long fear based post about all your feelings to woman who are ttc... even though you understand... I should just be HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY and not worry and just be dam happy that I am actually pregnant now! Which I am... Oh GOD I am totally hormonal

ferrals I can't believe you SIL how dare she! arrrgggg

I've gotta run to work now so hello to all of you other beautiful girls xoxoxo